I have no idea what is wrong with me and why I feel lost. I have a family that cares for me. A few friends that would go to the ends of the earth for me. A boyfriend who spends all of his time with me. I don’t know but I feel like I am nothing right now. I have no direction. I’ve been asking myself “who do I want to be?” And I don’t know the answer. I’m scared to choose. Do I have the brains to go far? The strength, the power..I don’t know. I realized that I am not confident in anything except for driving. How sad. I want to look at myself and be satisfied with who I am. I want to feel like I’m going somewhere and I’m making a small difference in the world. I went to look at myself and feel beautiful. I don’t want to look at other girls and wonder why I don’t look like them..
Get your act together Marlyn.
